As I get older it gets more and more awful. It has come to the point where I can’t talk to my husband because i can hear the saliva in his mouth. Just thinking about it, triggers me. My life is so miserable.. I want long relaxing fun Sunday lunches and I cant eat near anyone. I think I might stab them. I can’t watch tv with people.. the sound of nose breathing, chest wheezing drives me into a panic. Its absolute agony for me and they think I’m stupid. Don’t they realise how difficult and unpleasant my life is.